To whom it may concern, i’m writing today to tell you i cant fight no more. The war has been won and not by me. My head was driving me to insanity, i don’t regret anything i done as it shaped she man i am today. I don’t regret the choices i made as i fell in love and it was amazing. But when your mind is hazy you start to go a bit crazy. I just wish j was a better human, boyfriend, parents, brother, nephew and son to those i cared for. I made everyone hate me and that wasn’t right. My head took over and I couldn’t controller but it is what it is. So I’ve put in a lot of consideration and i’m sorry. I’m sorry for what i become towards the end. I just wish we could have worked things out but it wasn’t meant to be so instead of living in doubt and misery i’ve decided to descend to hell. But not all in vain and i wish you well. This will be the last thing i will ever send out. It was all my pleasure. You were my treasure. Please don’t miss me. I gotta go now, i gotta take my trip to the gates. I love you, dont be sad. This was the best life i could have ever had. We’ll see each other again, when the light gets bright. And your body goes cold. I’m sincerely sorry.
Yours sincerely
