Ayo

Ayo

Ayo, i wish you would have stayed, my brain aint working with me today. Ive tried to kill my self, ive tried to take my own life. You could probably say im clinically insane. I wasn’t mentally prepared for this journey im on, through the darkness im not so head strong. If i had never have lost or loves maybe i wouldnt be this fucked up. Maybe things would have changed. Maybe i wouldnt have done the things i did. Ive got nothing left to prove, ive got nothing left to lose. Im in a battle i aint ever ganna win. Am i so messed up, am i the monster i was made out to be. If thats the case why do you still want me to breath.

Wherever you are, what ever you do. Ill be right here thinking of you. No matter how far. Or no matter how close it will always be you. Ill be right here staying for you

I think in our minds we’re always ready to die, we are waiting on the time for the devil to find his way in to our arms. To hold our hand and cross these tracks, knowing in this moment there aint no going back. Keep it on track, i was never the enemy but my mind got the better of me and i feel if i tried a little harder, changed who i was. I would never be in this place all shook. I was the crook, i was the bad guy but in my mind what i was doing was right i was so closed off so isolated. I never saw when you was deflated. Im sorry i was never enough to keep that heart beating, im sorry i was never enough to keep the love beaming. Just tell im i love him i dont wanna let go. I dont wanna move on but i gotta let you grow

Wherever you are, what ever you do. Ill be right here thinking of you. No matter how far. Or no matter how close it will always be you. Ill be right here staying for you