Sorry

So im sorry the temper got the better of me, i forgot how to breath i didn’t hold off like i shoulda done. I wasnt that guy I should have tried. I never did it on purpose, i didnt take notice when your mind was hurting. I didnt put the effort now im paying the price. My anger didnt define who the fuck i was. So why did you leave me. It was just shy of a miracles survived the demon i got burning inside, if i would have just held my tongue and took my breaths maybe we still would have a relationship left. I took advantage to the kindness you gave me i made myself the enemy you didnt need