Are you proud of me now Sam
Do you look down on me
Do you hold your head in your hands
Do you shake the way i shake every time i wake
Does the same negativity run through your veins
Do you sit in the same position thinking your insane
I was painted to be a monster.
A unfathomable beast
Struggling to find the urge to eat.
But all my friend would turn on me
Make me out to be the devil
The pain that runs through me is something i cant beat
Is this my time now do i join you at the gate
But to be rejected and chucked into hell
Am i a monster
Sam please answer am i an abomination
Do I deserve this live.
Do I deserve this pain
When my last drop of blood runnin through these veins drop into the drain will i find my peace
Sam are you proud of me now
